I don't know why but lately, all I've felt are disappointments and sadness. Sure, our team did win the recent Drama competition but..., It was a short-lived glory. I won't go into details about this. I've been quite emotional too but then again.. I was always a sensitive soul.
The world through my perspective? Hmph. Go figure. You might see me always isolating myself from other people. But if you think that I am really putting myself on that abandoned island, You're wrong. Why? I can't fit in. Try to? I surely have. Sure, people do talk but when they talk to me, it's usually just a short talk and then BOOM off they go talking to another person and what do I feel? Ignored. I tried starting up a conversation.. but I just can't. I'm not a social person. I often wait for people to strike up a conversation with me. Lately, I've tried my best going around looking for someone to talk to but in the end, I just end up making myself look stupid/desperate for attention.
I hate my shy/unsocial self.
I doubt anyone reads my blog anymore. I'm just writing cause I feel like it.
