It's all in my head.

I just want to feel that I'm important to someone.

A bomb after another.

 Right after a hurricane of emotional ordeals, I'm faced with the news of being picked for PLKN. How nice, dropping another bomb after another. But I'm still trying my best to hang on and not explode. Let's just hope I'm able to deal with this bomb.

Ugh.

How I wish you know what I want you to know and for things to happen like how I want it to happen.

But I know
It can never be

The way I want it to be

:'(

That Ugly Feeling

Have you ever felt forgotten? left out? lonely? Yes. That's exactly what I'm feeling every single time I open up my facebook account. Well that's just half of it. Another half is jealousy. Watching how other people can easily click with each other.. yeah. I'm seriously jealous. I hate this ugly feeling. It's making me feel all sad inside. Am I feeling lonely? I guess. *sigh* Maybe I should just deactivate my facebook. I don't know.... Well.. if this feeling keeps up. I might just have to really deactivate it.